It.

This tumblr is lately becoming my online diary. I guess thats what they mean when they say ‘blogging’. I never thought I’d be so committed to this, but, well, its nice. Speaking, more like typing, what’s on your mind without anyone knowing its really you. Unless, of course you use your own personal email with your name or something. Yeah, thats not my case.

Anyways, don’t you guys sometimes feel like bursting out and exploding because of stress in life? Yeah, well, I feel that too. Like there’s this huge tornado of stress just waiting to swallow you up and sucking you into it. It’s depressing, really. Sometimes you just wanna break down and cry, or punch someone straight in the face, or just be alone and think. Even that is hard to obtain nowadays. 

Its what almost every person in this world has to deal with. Almost anything and everything I do is linked with it. Gosh, I’m not even sure what the ‘it’ I’m talking about really is. But it happens. A whole lot. 

When we love someone, there it is again. When we’re in school or work, especially. It’s always there. Even in the mall, when we shop its also there. 

Then again, we know its there, but how do we make it disappear? It’s ruining my usually less-than-awesome-but-pretty-good-life.