Mutuality
Is it really possible for a person to fall for another after the first meeting?
I guess some people call it love at first sight or something, but what I wonder is whether feelings are mutual or it’s just that one person falling head over heels for another who probably might not even know your name.
It sounds wacky, I’m aware. But really, who are you to judge when it comes to love? All this time I’ve read at least a good 500 mumbo-jumbo about how you lose your mind when it comes to love. Lose your mind in terms of listening to love songs and actually having them make sense, or reading quotes and thinking of that one special man.
I wish I could Google how a person felt about myself.
Right now, if he knew how much I knew about him, he’d probably think I’m some weird, creepy, stalker chick. I would have certainly felt that way if roles were reversed.
Every night, I lie awake thinking about how different things would be if we even came from the same school— I’d only seen you for about 3 days or so, after all.
Notice how I said seen? Yes. That’s what I meant. Is it really possible to be “in love” with someone you only know the name of? I don’t even know what to think or expect anymore. The only chances of me even getting to see you are about as slim as the chances of the earth blowing up right this instant.
Reading your Twitter updates, I’m guessing you’re in love with someone else. So I’ll just keep it at this:
If you ever think of me, I will most probably be thinking of you too. And yes, you are 50% the reason I want to switch schools.
